Mind over Matter

ironic aint it? my second blog in almost three years...and well still clueless....wish i had taken the strategic roadmap seriously, would have saved a lot of soul searching that i am forced to do right now.
I know a lot of folks who will jump at the idea of soul searching...extracting meaning out of situations that almost seem like they dont have any...coming out with a plan to fling at life when it stares at them with cold unforgiving eyes and say "you can't defeat me".
Sadly, i am not one of them. I dread soul searching, making plans, introspecting. I dread it like i would dread a board exam. With all my heart and mind. However seems like i have reached a position in life where life itself cannot be avoided. Where i need to take the bull by its horns, decide which way i want to move ahead and stop pretending that life is all about cruising along.
Hence i embark on my journey. Will i enjoy it?? i dont know....but i need to do it. I need to push myself. I need to broaden my vision, I need to live life and not just BE!!!

my first blog:o)

well what can i say...welcome to my world...


why sleepy summer sea?? well i kinda owe it to nicola-shez a dear friend from school and one of few people i know who do things differently, dont bother about norms and are just the way they appear..take it or leave it.


and why am i blogging...well honestly...just to remember 10 years down the line, my thoughts this day...structured thinking..thats wat the prof's in B-school keep telling us...we even got an assignment in which we have to prepare a stategic roadmap for ourselves..kinda like a 10 year plan...now thats real time pass:o)

now i really have to get my thoughts, self n stuff together and head out for another group work..yipeeee or yawn will depend on how long we can tolerate each other before another scream-fest..(love life)